Yeah.
The feeling at this very present is beyond any descriptive words.
Feared. Happy. Excited. Hopeful.
This has been a tough jorney for both of us (Mr. Dexter Santos). July and August went on so swiftly. Till we reach the day before September 1, 2012. All is set.
Tonight, I am in my room, staring at my white long gown, yeah sentimental it may seem. A lot of memories are coming in my cells. When I was young, I just wanted to be a singer. When I was young, my life was so simple. I could recall how I used to play with my siblings. Now as I stare this long white gown, my heart beats faster, but there is a short portion of sadness. EVERYTHING will change. I could not write it all.
If I am hungry, I could not immediately go home and ask my mother what's our ulam. Because I am to prepare for my needs, I mean for our needs now. I can't easily escape from my troubles, I have to face it all now with my new partner. God knows how sentimental am I tonight. Tomorrow is much awaited, longed for, worked out for. I could not wait! Wait a minute! What is this? Yeah they say it's normal, I know.
Two months of preparing for tomorrow to come, we involved a lot of friends and relatives to help us out. Mommy, Nanay, Tatay in particular. I feel so blessed, I survived and ready to walk down the aisle tomorrow.
And there you go again, that knock knock on my chest.
Earlier we had to attend a mass and do some confessions, that made this day so light, but again tonight is so different.
Just before I take my eternal vows, thank you everyone who has been a part of my singleness life, thank you for making me strong and complete. thank you.
My last blog as Ms. Azelle Sanchez.
Next time, it's Mrs. Santos.
